I awoke this morning with joy in my heart, like I haven’t felt in a LONG time. I am usually a happy person by nature, most call me “bubbly” but today, something is different. What? I do not know. All I can tell you is that I’ve had a song in my heart all morning. I’m sure my co-workers hear me singing “Joyful, joyful Lord we adore Thee. God of glory, Lord of love. Hearts unfold like flowers before Thee. Hail Thee as the sun above. Melt the clouds of sin and sadness; drive the dark of doubt away. Giver of immortal gladness, fill us with the light of day” as I’m riding the elevator, not that I’m willing to apologize. Have you ever woken up one morning, and not knowing why, just couldn’t quit smiling? Well, that’s me today.
A lot of things are happening in my life. God is opening doors like never before. I’ve always struggled with knowing my purpose for this one life I’ve been given. Since Jan 4, this question is being answered little by little. I have never been one to doubt that when I confess, “Lord, send me” or “Lord, use me.” It’s a scary prayer to send up, but I promise that if you are willing to be used by God, He will use you. He’s pulled the hedge back and allowed me to walk in places and with people I never would have dreamed. He’s given me influence and has trusted me with His people.
Learning discipline and obedience has not been an easy road for me, but God is faithful. Every time I think I can’t go one more step, I feel an encouraging nudge. I’ve been stretched financially, relationally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually over the last 3 years and I’m sure there is more to come. But for once in my life, I’m not afraid of the future. I don’t feel haunted by my past. I feel like a new me… complete surrender feels good.
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